AHHHHHHHH
I hate for this to be the post i “come back with” but I’m feeling like a huge failure!
I know, i know, i’ve done alot in the past 6 years. BUT DAMN!!! anytime i think of what i did at MICA i feel so sub-par. Going from kind of being in the top 15 students at carver for recognition of my work and achievements- and then going to MICA and losing that shine; hugely in part because of my actions (or lack there of)- so disappointing.
All this just leads me to the trap of comparison. UGH I don’t know.
I’m just going to disappear for a while, cut everyone off, and get myself together. I am more serious than ever about my art and myself as a dancer so i can only press forward.